I am:

I am a human,
a child, a friend,
an adult, a student,
a servant, a Christian,
a horn player, an artist,
an observer,
a listener, a talker,
lonely, tired, confused,
exhausted, stressed out, prideful,
the person who acts like they have it all together,
a recovering self-harm addict,
the person who defines their life by what they do,
not who they are.

I am the person
who wants to leave a legacy,
who wants to proclaim freedom,
who needs helps finding direction,
who thinks too much,
and reads too far into things.

I am the person who
wants to draw closer to God,
but finds her sin an obstacle impossible to overcome,
even though she knows that she will cross on God's power,
and not her own.

I am the person
who knows the right answers,
but cannot understand them,
nor interpret, nor practice them.